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Enjoying life is an obligation, in reality I would like to leave this ride
8 months ago · 0 · life, +3
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I hate life. Do you want me to say something creative? Do I want to say something creative? No, I hate life. That's the moral of the story, life sucks. I should probably wait it out and die a natural death like most people do, I have one suicide attempt, I failed but it happened. Nothing fits the idea better than death. I shouldn't be here, I should be dead. Of course, reality is real. You wake up every day and stare at your hand, and find out that you are actually alive, feeling all those things. If life keeps getting me in these states where I find myself profoundly empty, bored and tired of everything I would eventually attempt another one. The way I feel, the way my mind works, it might happen to caught me in a suicidal state to do that. I can't take it anymore, I'm enjoying things because it's an obligation, but the title says it all. I wish for so much more and better things. How realistic is that they will happen? Not during my lifetime. Things seem to go wrong and I have to endure the asshole nature of other human beings in the process. I would pretty much like to be dead, or achieve much more and better things. There's no in between. Living like this, I'm not really alive.
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