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Sometimes thinking about my relationship makes me feel like a terrible person. I have such an idea in my head of exactly what I want and what’s perfect. I am not perfect so why am I expecting my partner to be perfect. I have met a handful of different people, and if I combined them together I can make the perfect person who would treat me in the most perfect way. I don’t know if its because I want to be treated with just more. More anything. More adventure. More love. More little gestures. I don’t know what it is. I see someone I used to talk to here and there with someone else, and sometimes I think to myself, that could’ve been me in that receiving end. That could’ve been me in that spot being given the world. I just don’t know how to make that stop. It only really comes to me when I see something or hear about something. It makes me feel like a horrible person. If I think back to my last person and what it could be now I feel like a terrible person. I don’t understand if its because I want or need more or if I’m just a selfish person who will always think this way. It really angers me but mostly upsets me. I think I just need more.
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Hey I think it's quite normal to feel that way , we always find what others have as more attractive Partially because we only get to see their good phases and Partially because we have seen this idealistic lovers image on stories and shows who is nothing but perfect... but reality I'd definitely different I think you are already aware of the fact that no one is perfect so when you truly love someone you will be ready to see psst their flaws and I feel like rather than worrying about what they do for you , you would be willing to do more for them instead and doing that will make you extremely happy as well ... so Don't worry too much about it . Everything has it's own time and it will happen when it's supposed to just remember that no one is perfect but that definitely doesn't mean that you will end up accepting that person's toxic habits or anything like that ... I hope I was able to explain what I wanted to ..
All the best and stay happy 🌸
ReplyEveryone gets thoughts of THE perfect companions. but i feel like maybe your feeling more lonely than wanting a relation ship. its ok to have selfish thoughts its what makes us people. your not a terrible person for wanting to be loved its something everyone deserves to have. you just have to be able to put in the first step to make those wants true
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