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Man my mental health was greattttt and today fucking sucked.
So there is this bitch let’s call her Addison, we were friends since 6th and we are gonna be in high school soon. So yesterday I was with one of my so called “friends” let’s call her Millie. Me, Millie, and one of my long time friends let’s call her Daniella. We and a couple of my other friends sit together at lunch.
Millie is best friends with Addison, and she said how she kinda changed, me and Daniella agreed, but Daniella said this WORD FOR FUCKING WORD “No offense but Addison kinda gave me a dirty look in the halls, idk why she did” I shrugged but Millie seemed annoyed, we said nothing else about Addison.
THE NEXT DAY AKA TODAY ADDISON CAME UP TO ME AND SAID “ik ur shit talking” and I walked up to her and I didn’t say anything and she screamed “NO I DO NOT HAVE THE ENERGY FOR THIS RIGHT NOW JUST GO” and made a whole ass scene in the gym. Oh yeah and her friend group was glaring at me.
I know this sounds dumb but i cried in homeroom, told the teacher that I was gonna puke and I had to go to the nurse. I went there and Daniella was coming in late and asked me what’s was wrong. I told her what happened, she said Addison was in her home room. So she was going to ask her.
I had a fucking math test so I failed it because my anxiety was skyrocketing. I didn’t finish the test even. My parents are hella strict. I had lunch and Daniella told me that Millie told her, and when Daniella said sorry Addison acted all chill and I was pissed. Also every time Daniella said something Milli gave her a weird look. Me and Daniella went to the bathroom and talked about how mad we were. Daniella said how Addison was fake (she is and I kinda realized that now). After school I went on my phone and blocked Millie and Addison’s on all social media.
I asked some of my friends and they said “u did nothing wrong and this seems like misunderstandings” ik it was but I cried so much because not only did I lose Millie and Addison, I lost 2 other friends.
Ik this is a terrible thing to say but I realized today how much I actually hate her and how she’s a terrible person. Addison is annoying, a homie hopper, bitchy, and fake. She got mad at me for being friends with one girl that she didn’t really like but she’s friends with so many other people that I cannot stand. I tried so hard to be a good friend Andy I get this in return. Hell no, this has happened before but this feels different. I have my own shit going on and this made is wayyyy worseee.
I was actually thinking about going home and burning myself because I feel like I deserve it for being stupid. I mean idk I was thinking about punching Milli and Addison. I know i am overreacting but I don’t have many friends because I used to get bullied and I have autism, anxiety, and possibly an eating disorder. So I feel weird compared to everybody else. I gotta deal with that AND NOW THIS? hell no.
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