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Another one of those nights I overthink about life and everything... 'cause let's pretend everything is alright and perfect as is. Let's pretend I actually don't care or have worries... I'm going nowhere with this. Maybe cry to a song and make it seem like things are beautiful, yeah the universe really cares about me, right? I'm stuck with the life I have. And anyone who ever tried to help, or anyone I ever tried to help, I'm sorry but at the same time I'm not. I just hope y'all see what it's going on in the mind of an overthinker... Damn I have everything and at the same time not much really. I'm stuck on earth for life. That's unfortunate... I have so many wishes. But I really don't know how to do the do. I'm pathetic, but it's all my fault, I chose this. I chose everything that's happening to me, right there and then. It's fine, it's fine... Even though it's not. Because even if it's not fine, it is period. People just wanna seem different, they truly think they are special, I'm just a down to earth guy but I suffer my anus off. I had one thing in my mind today, everything. Everything including planets, my farts and you name it... Yeah I'm also afraid to intertwine the thought of space with the fact that I'm growing a shit in my guts... Then I think everything is shit. I'm afraid to disappoint everyone and having them think this is a bad place to live with me in it... I try to make it pretty for everyone so they think there's a purpose to be held here on this planet. I have a mind problem and I never left it. But everything is pouring shit on me, and it's too late now... And with that I don't know what's right anymore, I pretend to be this guy who accepts reality while everyone else cherry picks the truth as they please, but in reality I'm just as confused. Maybe because everything is far too heavy to bear, I'm thinking thoughts like I'm taking life for granted. I'm a goddamn fool and fools never leave this town... The stupidity town. This is too much for me, if nature can fail I don't even know what else to trust.
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