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I literally can't regress I want to but I'm scared of my mom yelling at me because a long time ago she had found out I had ordered an adult paci after having baby paci's that I stole when I was younger because I didn't know how to tell her that i regress. Anyway she found the baby paci's and trashed them now back to the adult paci I got it with half of my saved money and on that day when it was delivered I fell asleep because it said it was coming at 10 something. And i guess my mom grabbed my package when it came and opened it. I woke up to her asking me to get the remote for her so I got it and went to her room right?. she had MY {I'm saying my cause I ordered it with the few dollars I saved as I always dreamt of having my first adult pacifier that won't hurt my teeth} paci still new in the box she pulled it out her pajama pocket and she looks me in the eyes and this lady goes "[deadname] why did you order this?" I had to lie and tell her it was for my excessive nail biting problem and she didn't believe it so she made me put it on the top of her closet chileee I use to stare at my paci hoping she'd give me it back but that night she came in my room and asked why I bought the pacifier I told her again that it was for my nail and skin picking issue (I still pick at my skin) so she asks for my phone I reach over to grab my phone and She whoops my ass for being too slow but I handed her the phone n we sit on my bed she went through my history which had a few posts that wasn't made by me about people who was dealing with my same problems she went off on me then she had hit me in the face after finding out I age regress and when she went through the posts I was looking at she hit me in my head denying the fact that she acts the way she does. Wanna know what happened after? She took my phone and refused to understand me or better yet why I regress all she said was it's a kink and that she "cares" about me if she really gave a fuck she'd probably research what certain coping mechanisms are or at least tried to help me instead of deciding to beat the shit out of me or possibly get help for herself and learn her behaviors and if she doesn't that's pretty much on her and the cops I might call I've been real stressed out from not regressing and I went back to self harming. How do I cope now?
Note : age regression isn't a kink The kink thing is called age play it's not related to agere
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