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When will the constant uncertainty of what to do and the constant pain and sadness stop...please...I can't breathe anymore. I'm trying so hard to hang on. I'm really trying but I barely have much to live for. I'm so alone and no one wants to hear my depression anymore. I can't just turn it off and they leave me or blame me for everything. I've been every version everyone's asked for and they all screamed and yelled and blamed me. It's always some how my fault. I spent my nights constantly picking things up and putting them down; Open and closing my chrome browser. I stare into space and cry the most tears I've ever cried. I'll start to pick up something to keep myself and put it down almost immediately thinking , "What's the point."
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I'm also discouraged to start living due to whenever I start doing something I give up almost right away.
Right now I'm "watching" (listening rather) to videos on YouTube with a Chrome extension called Audio Only Youtube.
Seems to be working now, still. But the best Chrome extension period to enjoy content is Random YouTube Video.
Install those two, find a channel/channels, open them and click Shuffle and vibe to videos without sound.
No stress. Senses are tiring sometimes so that's why I prefer to hear instead of seeing, or sometimes the other way around.
Worst advice you are gonna hear all day. Instead of encouraging words I have actual secrets or internet life hacks on how to or how I enjoy life.
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