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I can't even count the number of interviews I have had in the past few months and it's really been depressing and exhausting. No matter how much I study and answer it never seems to impress the interviewers. I really had hope for this one as I really thought I had impressed them even though I missed to answer few questions. I had the skill set and am trainable. But no one seems to see that just ignore it. It's just so depressing that I feel like crying my heart out but I can't since I have my family around and I can't show that I am insulted (even though they see my fail everyday). Can't have them see me cry also now. I feel so miserable. Even while typing this I just hope that the HR might call for another round but I now that it's too late and they won't. I can't even give up because my family won't be able to survive properly without my income and probably I'll also end up killing myself one day seeing myself sitting idle with nothing to do. I feel so horrible. It's been 7 months now. I didn't even celebrate my birthday this year (first time in 30 years) yes I am 30. I just didn't feel worth it ! If I didn't have a son I would have probably committed suicide or run away to some place where no one could find me as I am SO ASHAMED of myself.
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its going to be okay. getting a job nowadays takes a really long time and even feels nearly impossible. job hunting is exhausting, showing up to countless interviews is exhausting, not hearing back from an employer is rude and disrespectful. but you will be okay. i recommend taking a short break from job searching even just 1 day not looking and taking time to destress. i've never gotten hired from using those shitty job sites like indeed, try looking on craigslist for local postings and a direct contact with someone, look through employment ads for the place you live at, visit libraries and pick up a local newspaper and browse the job section. good luck, u will get through this. also if u can handle boring work that lasts 10 hours a day, apply for an amazon if theres openings. theres no interview process.
ReplyIt’s so hard to get a good job that has a good enough income to support your family. Having that stress on you along with the anxiety of failure must be so hard, I’m so sorry to hear that you’re carrying this with you. 7 months of trying hard to find a job does not sound like failure at all to me though. All you can do is try, life is going to throw you all sorts of curve balls, but you are still so young with so much life to live and love to give. Keep trying, what is meant for you will come to you eventually. Wishing you much peace and love
ReplyFind a local agency, not called head hunters any more. I got my best job offer ever using one. They help find the work best suited, and do most of the legwork. And they will primp and polish you a bit to help you land that job. Find the ones employers are paying them so you owe nothing, but there are ones you pay so avoid them it gets costly fast.
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