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I have been in love with my now ex for about 13 years, we met in highschool and dated shortly. i later moved out of state and did my own thing for about 5 years but i never lost touch. they were my best friend my sounding board my everything and my feeling only grew they more we shared together and the older we got. back in 2018 my father got sick and i moved back to my home state to take care of him and reconnected with this person physically. we both knew we had very deep feelings for one another and eventually decided to act on it, we dated til about july 2018 to april 2023. we were engaged and were planning on getting married and start a family together. i dont know where it all went wrong.... he started to devlope feelings for a coworker and broke my trust so significantly and my heart has still not really healed. we decided we could move on from this and gain back our love and fix what was broken then another coworker came into the mix and its like his exact type and everything the day i found the messages was the worst day of my life. the worst part is i dont hate or dislike him in any means and still very much in love with him. i wanted to be his and he be mine but he wouldnt , couldnt stop.... we decided that we have done to much damage to the relationship and we cant go forward. i move out and we are still slightly in contact though it lessens by the day.... the ways i hurt are so unbareable and he seems to be doing fine i guess when he has such a support system, family... that girl i guess does having someone else just replace all the feelings so instantly or did he ever really love me at all... god this is tearing me apart and no matter how busy i try to stay or how much i over work myself to exhaustion each pause all i can think about is him.... i miss him so damn much and i know he doesnt feel the same way anymore. he is doing the right thing and moving on moving forward from the one he once said would be his only choice or the person he would always choose. how do i deal with this chaos in my heart... i wish i could just say these things to him but i know i cant cause it wont help either of us in the end he is moving on and im stuck with my thoughts and feelings and loneliness , all the love i have for him as heis perfectly unaffected. i hooe he lives a long and happy life with the person he is meant to be with cause as i found out the hard way it. was. not. me. </3
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ReplyHe cheated on you twice, he doesn't deserve you, move on , find someone new and please block him
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