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You only care because I care.
You Say I love you because you want to hear it back.
I don't Love you. But I don't know why there is this pull.
A pull to check on you.
A Pull to make sure I am doing you proud.
A pull to always come back no matter how much you hurt me.
But its okay because it is only my feelings that get hurt.
You have everything you want and dreamed of.
That family you always dreamed of.
That partner that you alwat wanted.
The Friends that you always wanted.
But there is always a dark side.
The family only care because they want to please you.
The partner only stays because he is afraid to leave you.
The friends only stay because they want to sleep with you.
But you don't care.
You have these things, lets turn a blind eye.
You're good at that.
Lets turn a blind eye to the hurt you cause.
Lets turn a blind eye on your friends and family till you need them.
Lets turn a blind eye on anyone until you feel like you are loosing them.
But there is a pull, a string, a line.
It prevents me from leaving.
It prevents me from moving on.
It prevents me from looking for someone better.
Someone that treats me like a person.
Someone who won't only keep me around as just someone to use as emotional support.
Someone who wont just lead me onto thinking you will change.
But it is all just a mask right.
You still have the same urges.
You still deep down are the same person.
Sometimes I want them back.
They were nicer.
They were strategic.
They were better at hiding their true feelings.
But its the pull.
Its the String.
Its the line.
We are destine to be in each others lives.
We are destine to be together.
We are destine for a path of me being hurt.
I am haunted.
Haunted by a good gesture.
Because how can I go when I will always be thinking of you saying "I will never close my door for you. You can always come back."
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