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Is it wrong to want to die but not to want to unalive myself?
I don’t want to live
I don’t want to exist
And I’m too scared to kill myself
I just wish I was deleted
Like the unconscious action we all make everyday when we’re typing
When I’m typing this right now
I want to be deleted like some form of binary code
I want to be erased completely
Not like some mistake you make when you’re writing the date
But like a blank piece of paper
If the world was a line
I would be the stray mark you make when you’re drawing a line with a ruler
So how hard is it to erase the line?
To burn the paper?
To draw a new line where I the stray mark does not exist
Actually scratch that make sure that when you get rid of the stray mark you make sure that it hurts
So is it wrong that I want to be ripped apart but at the same time not by me?
I think so
Sometimes when I look at other people I feel so wrong
I am an error
So please delete me
Erase me
Draw a new line without me
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Dear sir or ma'am, I don't know what you're going through but stay strong.
ReplyYeah, stay strong. Life is hard but don't cheat yourself out of it. Idk what lies beyond life but I'm sure that what comes in life influences it. You know what I do? I've found a path in art. I've wrote a couple poetry books, I've painted a lot and I'm starting to get into sculpting. Maybe you can find yourself a couple hobbies. It will help you, I promise.
ReplyDefinitely a great way to relieve stress.
ReplyYou want the pain to endou don't want to die! It's nice and makes us feel good, when other people acknowledge us. It isn't strictly necessary. Notice yourself, be nice to yourself. Find out your personality type. You can do a test online, and go and find your tribe, your people. Those who give you what you need emotionally. You do the same for them. MBTI, if you are INFJ, you are the world's rarest personality type.
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