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In childhood's classroom, side by side we sat,
As mere classmates, a friendship fell flat.
Annoying each other, our childish glee,
Yet never close, nor meant to be.
But in high school's halls, a twist of fate,
He approached me, a simple question's weight.
"Are you okay?" he asked, with care so true,
And in that moment, my heart he gently drew.
As days passed, his presence held my gaze,
Feelings blossomed, like the sun's warm rays.
We talked on the phone, beneath the moon's soft light,
A connection formed, a spark that felt so right.
Yet a friend of mine held secret dreams,
For the very same boy, in silent streams.
I chose to keep my feelings tucked away,
And help my friend, in love's gentle play.
They grew close, talked day by day,
Their friendship strong, in a heartfelt way.
I admired him from afar, my heart serene,
Wishing them happiness, as if in a dream.
That same friend, she'd ship us, you see,
To ease the awkwardness, perhaps, make it carefree.
Her messages spoke of how we'd look so fine,
His responses, a hint of interest, like a secret sign.
We conversed, time shared, moments dear,
Though sometimes I'd let fear interfere.
I'd avoid him, for my heart's sake,
Scared to be real, my true self to wake.
Insecurity's whisper, a constant guide,
Led me to reply with a guarded stride.
As the school year neared its end, so near,
Our late-night talks dwindled, and I feared.
Now, he courts another, his heart aglow,
With someone who truly deserves his love's flow.
I find solace in their love, it's plain to see,
For she makes him happy, a fact that sets me free.
But deep in my soul, a truth unfurled,
I'd let go of the love, the standard of my world.
Insecurity and doubt, my shackles on this chance,
A chance I never gave, now lost in life's dance.
I search our old conversations, read each line,
Feel the ache of regret, a love that should be mine.
A connection unexplored, potential untapped and strong,
A chance missed, a love story forever gone.
I'll carry the weight of this regret, it seems,
A love unexplored, lost in the realm of dreams.
I can't forgive myself for letting this chance slip,
A love that could have blossomed, now just a memory's grip.
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Very well written.
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