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When I was 9 years old, I came to USA. My dad was already here so I came here with my mom, 2 brothers and 2 sisters. We were 5 children in total. We lived with my uncle (dad's brother) because we didn't have anywere to go. I started learning English but I would always cry every night because I missed my country. Well, my aunt (mom's sister) called her and told her that her husband and daughter were coming to the USA and asked her if we could help them. My mom said yes and everything but my aunt's husband got deported but her daughter didn't, so my aunt wanted my mom to take care of my cousin, my mom agreed. We all still lived my uncle. But one day I didn't know why but things at home were weird. My uncle and my cousing staring at each other weirdly, my mom always getting mad at my cousin and often talking to her in private. Well but one day my dad bought a house and we moved there. I think it was 1 year later when now things got weird at home. But one day my mom told me everything she thought, she said she thought that my dad was cheating on her with my cousin. (to be honest i didn't think that was possible because my cousin was just 14!) But it was true, one day in the morning (my mom wasn't home because she went to go work. And my dad was home because he was gonna stay to "take care of us")Well but that morning (i think it was like 8 in the morning) well i went to the living room and i saw my dad on top of my cousin (they weren't doing anything but he wa reallyyy close to her) So we got up and went to go sit on a couch i think was face was like "what the freak are you doing" because when he sat he said "don't even tell ur mom because we weren't doing anything and she will think things" DUDEEE in my mind i was like "Yeaaaa sure you werent doing anything" I mean and what was on my cousin's mind?? My mom was helping her because she had no were to go and she was just 14!!! Well but yea i told my mom, because she had to know. (all of this happened during covid 19, in 2020 i think because my mom had covid, and she was seeing everything that was happening with my dad and cousin and yea it was hard for her. One day I was sleeping i think it was like 7 in the morning. But i opened my eyes but didnt move, and i saw my cousin opening the door very slowly. so i didn't move i wanted to see what she was gonna do. i thought she was going to the restroom because it was right next to our room. but i didnt hear when she closed the bathroom door so i stayed there for lik 2 min. then i got up and when to go check, i opened the door just a liittle bit and slowly
what i saw it's something that will always be in my mind. I saw my dad and cousin kissing. DUDEEE i didn't know what to do because i was like half sleep and i was just 11 years old! so i sat in the bed waiting for my cousin, whe finally came back to the room she looked at me surprised, and i had a confrontation with her. i told her i saw everything and why she was doing this to us that she was ruining MY FAMILY!. well i went to go tell my mom later and she had a confrontation with my dad and my dad and that he didnt do anything and that i was lying and everything. then my mom got reallyyy mad at him and my dad said it was all my fault! dudee MY FAULT! i felt to i dont know how to explain it. but later like months later my mom called my aunt and told her that we couldnt have her no more. so my cousin moved to new york with her dad's step-sister. later my cousin got pregnant at 15 some guy, then i heard that the guy was like 18 or 19 so they had to go to court because he was technically an adult and she was just 15. but now my cousin cant see that guy and she lives with one of her mom's friend.. ohh and i forgot but things were weird when we lived with my uncle because my cousin was doing the same things with mu uncle, and my uncle has a wife too!!! i feel like she's ruining everyone's life wherever she was. And now she is 17 i think yea and I'm about to turn 15 in November. and i dont know how to forget everything that happend, because i dont feel ready to see her again.
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You won't forget everything that happened and don't see her again if you don't want to.
ReplyI know I won't forget but I meant like I can't forgive them for what they did to us and my dad's words are always gonna be in my mind when he said "it's all your fault" and it's just killing me
And i need to forgive them because they're still my family you know?
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