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I know that we didn't really get to know each other better in the last few months, and that's something that I currently regret. you are the sweetest boy the whole entire time to me and everyone around you. I respect you for that because it's a trait that obviously not many have. you were nice to me not because you had an agenda on me, but since the beginning of our first encounter. I told my friends that you were cute and still couldn't believe for a second that we actually had a moment. it didn't last, and that is partly my fault. when we were talking you made my day, you made me laugh, cry, shy, and butterflies. I didn't really express any of these feeling to you back then because I was confused with my self. I can't really defend anything right now about my previous behavior because then I wasn't in my right mind. Furthermore, I just got out of a 2-year relationship and 2 months after that is where I had met you. I never had a crush on you before, nor have I planned to catch this many feelings I have for you now. it is probably too late because I just discovered a couple of weeks ago how much I missed your presence. I was Heartbroken the moment I heard you found someone already. I thought going to the new semester would give me a second chance to really get to know you being fully open to any possibilities of us being in a relationship, however I was crushed to know otherwise. knowing what I thought would be possible is out of my reach. but I knew if I had started a relationship with you, then I wasn't stable, and I couldn't hurt you just because of my selfish needs. I didn't want to put any burden on you. my friends actually pushed me to get to know you deeper and start something between us, but I told them then that I could hurt you, knowing that I am still healing from my previous relationship. I learned so much from you, and you were the most positive light I have gotten after quite sometime, and it really sucks now knowing I should let you go. I am not that expressive towards what I truly want, but I know one thing for sure. I want you. these 3 words seems like a dream now, and it probably is. reading this text cringes me and that shows how much you affected me. I guess it's too late, and I should be happy for you for finding someone that makes you happy. I should be thanking HER for being able to do what I can't. I know we were close for just a couple of months, but we did talk almost every day, and that made feel like I've lost my friend. you are still nice to up till today, and I couldn't be more thankful for that. If one day you got to read this, I hope you really find happiness. I looked back at our voice notes on WhatsApp, and it was too cute to be true. and this I just realize. I miss you and I'm sorry. I thought I would be okay, but I'm not. Thank you for being a wonderful season in my life, and I hope that one day this season could turn into a lifetime.
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