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Soulmates, a word that I never had to much thought into, until I met you. When you first mentioned it, I didn’t really care for the word and I thought it was just a way of you expressing your love for me, and I embraced it. Overtime I started to believe that such a thing was actually real. It was the first time in a long time that I felt like someone could understand me, honestly maybe it was the first time someone understood me. It was the first time that I could be myself around someone and that was one of the happiest things I’ve experienced in my entire life. You were weird just like I was, you were this cute and crazy, clumsy,warm hearted girl, and I was this curious, weird, and introverted guy. I fell for you so hard, you made me feel like I could do anything. Your perfect smile made me crazy over you, I wanted to see that smile no matter what. The way you asked me “are you ok” just made me feel so special and the way you told me to “be careful” afterwards always made me smile. I truly thought I found my soulmate. I thought. A few days ago you asked me do I think that we’re soulmates and I said yes, not because I just wanted to make you happy but because I actually believe you are. I truly believe that you’re the only person I could be myself around, but now I’m stuck in doubt and questioning everything. I’m questioning because are we? I want to be, I want to be with you and I want to live life with you, I want to make you happy and have a family together but now I started to wonder if this “soulmate” thing is actually us or if it’s even real anymore. Would the person I consider a soulmate and the person i became comfortable enough to try and confide in and do anything for really just give it up like that? Is that what a soulmate does? I’m genuinely asking because before you, I never had the thought of a soulmate in my head so I’m inexperienced on this topic but, is a soulmate supposed to hurt me the way you hurt me? Is a soulmate supposed to make their partner feel less than, emasculate, and go behind his back? Is that what a soulmate is? Is it unsoulmste like of me to not forgive you and feel betrayed? Would the love of my life, my first, my “soulmate” really do those things to me despite me trying the best I could for them? Despite me putting so much effort in? Despite me actually trusting you enough to be vulnerable around you, cry over you in front of you, show my weakness to you, and constantly giving you chance after chance after hurting me and disrespecting me in the worst of ways? Is that a soulmate?
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Replyyou forgot, a real soulmate doesn’t let people come between themselves and their soulmate. 🖕🏼
ReplyI didn’t expect someone to respond😅 thank you
ReplySoulmate , i do not believe in such term , there never is someoen who is perfectly similar to you , it is but a lie that someone created to fool people , just like she fooled you , and i too .
be on your own my man , even if you meet someone again later in life , never believe that it will be all butterfiles and rainbows and unicorns , always expect some bugs and cloudy skies and donkies haha.
ReplyHi... I don't know whether this helps, but I read somewhere that a soulmate and true love is different. Soulmate, it can be anyone in our lives, from who we might have known since we were young, to the person who we just accidentally bumped into on the street.
However, true love, there can be only one. I believe that the universe pairs us off with one person, and that would be the one that we can call 'mine'. The one who feels like home, the one who we would not doubt to spend the rest of our lives with till we breathe our last breath, the one who we feel like we have known for our whole lives, the one we just... get this feeling of 'this is the one'.
I guess I am just a romanticist, but well, in my opinion, if the person you're dating is as you said she is, then she might not be 'the one'. And I believe that the universe showed you her true side, so that you can realize that your actual true love is somewhere out there, waiting for you. So, never give up on love and I do hope that you'll find your true love soon, good luck :)
ReplyOh, and by the way, I don't think your post is a random nonsense, I think it is a somewhat beautiful story, even though your content shows heartbreak and sadness. Thank you for sharing
ReplyThank you
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