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Why don't I feel anything... I am not happy.. I am not sad... I am not motivated... All I feel is disgust about myself. I don't feel anything.. not guilty of wasting the day.. not happy about completing something important.. I might not even feel anything of people made fun of me. Not serious about anything..
Looking back i feel like I always faked feelings.. feeling of love.. feeling of sadness.. i feel like I always faked it. I am wondering if I ever had feelings for anything... Or anyone.. I don't know what this is... Is it that I don't feel anything?.. or at there so many distractions??.. do I even have the ability to feel anything other than this emptiness?? Its almost like I am zombie.. just going through the day...
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