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Well recently my grandma died one month after her beloved dog died. Both deaths are really hurting me. My grandma was since last december in a wheelchair and didn‘t see her dog since because a friend of her took care of him because she couldn‘t. She broke her hip again and had some problems with blood running through her veins. Well the doctors messed up and she had to be in a wheelchair for a long time. She tried walking again but couldn‘t because she had constantly problems with her one feet and that had to heal first. That did go on for about 10-11 months till she had to be in the hospital again. My mom refused to let her go in that hospital and wanted to take her to a hospital near us (my grandma lived one and a half hour away from us). We visited her a lot in that hospital and everytime she said it was better than the one she did go to before. One time my sister, her bf and i visited her. It was the first time she saw my sister‘s bf because they weren‘t together for a long time. She was thrilled to see him. But as we walked into the room she told us they took off her toe because if they didn‘t she would lose her whole feet. She was sad at first but then had hope again because that meant she doesn‘t have these problems anymore ans that she can learn faster to walk again. I was happy too. She wanted to see my sister‘s bf again. Not even a week after she died. She couldn‘t eat the chocolate i gave her when she was admitted to the hospital. I couldn‘t see her for the last time because it was a sudden death and only my mom and sister saw her the evening before. The last time i saw her, we laughed and i told her that i‘m going to visit her as soon as i can. I couldn‘t. I wanted her to be on my 18th birthday. I wanted to make her proud by showing my drivers license. We wanted to find her a new home so she is near us and we could do mire things together. I wanted to eat her food more. I wanted to watch her fav movies with her. I wanted to take naps with her. I wanted her to be on my graduation. I wanted her to see so much. She was only 70. It breaks my heart. I can‘t even be happy about my birthday anymore. I don‘t feel the slightest excited about it. I feel exhausted and sad. I don‘t even feel like living. I don‘t wanna live anymore.
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Listen same thing heppend to me EXACTLY SAME with my grandpa same ilness and all we have same story. I wanted to dye too and stuf, but this is life people come and go, if i was your grandma and saw u not wanting to live bc of me idk man i would have been really sad. Listen people have to die one day… eveyone dies… but it doesn’t mean u should give up on life bc someone who was dear died to u. Your grandma went through her life she had all memories and stuff and now its your turn to live a life and make memories… dont give up on life theres so much to experience yet how can u miss this opportunity and say i gave up on it. Trust me your grandma would wish for u to be a good person and have a great lif. People will come and go but it doesn’t mean we have to go with them
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