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Things in life seem to be making so much sense at times... I did some thinking before writing this, and I realized everything has been said before by someone else in some way or another. Before being born or entering this realm of existence, relatively simple concepts like good and evil didn't really exist. So now that we have them, we realize that everything has a price, it's just common sense. I just hate the slow tedious process of getting to the bottom of this. To be honest with you, I don't think life is worth living... I want someone to prove me wrong; I want for us, people to find the cure for death and put an end to this misery. I mean, if we are all going to get gone someday, then you should realize that no amount of pain ever mattered... which is a disastrous concept, and I think a very bad impression that life gives. If we are all going to die, nothing would have mattered... Of course, how convenient. The only thing that makes sense in my mind is that someday we are going to find immortality or everlastingness. Maybe I'm not understanding the price or what's at stake, maybe I'm just another fool. But I'm not enjoying life right now and I want it to make sense, I want for nature to triumph and prove me that everything happens for a reason. I don't know if you ever saw what happens when two black holes collide... it seems like nature works phenomenally in that case; either that or it creates an amazing force of destruction that's seemingly peaceful and harmonious. Life makes sense at times, but it still feels like a chamber of torture where nothing changes... maybe I would see the world different through the eyes of a child, but what I see is that; things are probably going somewhere, and everything works perfectly natural, but the price to pay makes it painful in the meantime, even if it ends being worthwhile. I think we all can agree that going back to square one seems like nothing ever mattered, but I don't know... don't you think everything pans out beautifully? If only everyone understood that and we come together... But I'm daydreaming at this point, it probably is not worth living period. I don't think there should be a reason for bad things to happen, since when it feels good, it's worth it, it feels good, right? Why would anyone choose anything but good? This is the biggest bafflement I have since "Where did we come from?" I wish somebody would tell me, but that's fine... I disabled comments, because nobody wants to read an old man rambling about existence and someone would probably insult me.
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