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I feel like my life is amazing. But lately.. I've been getting angry at tiny things. I've been getting sadder and sadder. I used to love surprises a few months ago. I just HATE them now! Middle school is fun though. I feel lively there but then as soon as I get home, it's all bleak. I begin having panic attacks whenever I see a 96% on a science test, or an 80% in ELA. About me being sad at home, I don't know why. It's nothing about my home or my family or my environment. I just look sad. And feel sad. I constantly feel like crying. My parents repeatedly ask me if something's wrong, and I always say nothing. I feel depressed. I'm obsessed with time and keep my watch on my wrist until I go to bed, which used to be 2 AM but got a bit better and is now 12 AM. 7 and a half hours of sleep still sucks. I'm addicted to Scratch. I probably have ADHD and I keep procrastinating on telling my parents. I scanned entire articles for ADHD symptoms and I have most of them. I tried telling my friend's grandma once. She thought that I didn't have ADHD because of my 136 IQ. And worst of all, everything IS fine and I'm always picking stuff out and being a freak and jerk and I hate that. I lost so many friends because of it. Some kid even assaulted me. Not in the bad s way, he just kicked his shoes at me. Yet, I feel so scarred because of it, I feel like crying even though a few days have passed. I was bullied last year in sixth grade for being smart and I was a year younger than everyone too. I feel like everyone hates me. I think I have selective mutism too. I freeze up when my mom gets mad and asks me what I mumbled or why I'm angry/crying. I just hate what I'm doing.
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*I can't really think of everything*
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