My heart breaks in two 4 U... (Re posted)

Constant war in my mind.

Never stopping doubts with progressing time.

Am I doing this right?

Am I saying every word perfectly in every place?

Do they see the sorrow in my face?

Life is bittersweet they say,

I never realized until it was true.

My days turn more blue,

as I see it turning more grim,

realizing you won’t listen.

My heart breaks in two for you.

But God reminds me it’s all up to Him,

All up to you to choose.

I simply sow the seeds of truth.

Now that He has opened my eyes,

I can see that you are blind,

Staying in your overly-gilded cage,

Full of comforts and pleasures.

What you don’t know, is that it will be all gone.

The cage door will suddenly close,

“Too late!” The judge cries. “You had a way out!

You could have at least tried to come and see!

But now it’s too late.”

I could say a thousand words with a silver-lined tongue,

I could prove God in a single sentence,

I could cling to your knees in tears,

begging for you to not go…

but my words mean nothing without truth.

My words mean nothing without love.

I almost want to burst into tears,

run and tell you that you’re in danger,

but I would be a madman to you.

My heart breaks in two for you.

I could show no greater love than to tell you the truth.

Why would I lie to you??

I love you too much to not say something,

You may see me as a fool,

just as well,

as long as you’ll listen and consider this fool’s passion and ramblings.

Sometimes love is a battle. To win the war for your soul.

This could be my last chance to stand between you and eternity’s edge.

My last chance to cling to your knees and beg you not to go.

If you ever decide to go, you’ll have to cross my river of tears.

Love is anything but easy.

You’ll see me as a fool.

But my heart breaks for you.

(If anybody is wondering what I'm talking about look up living waters on YouTube. It's the gospel.)

S.W