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I want to cry so hard after what happened yesterday. I feel like I will fail one of my subject and It will take me another semester before I graduate means I'll get delayed and I can't afford it. I really wanna cry but I don't know why I can't and it scares the shit out of me knowing how much the damage silence can gives me, I want to talk but I can't open up even to my friends. I have no one and it fcking sucks! I'm trying okay!! I really did tried but getting the a low score even how much I try hurts me so bad to the point I want to harm my self.
I keep telling myself its gonna be fine that we still have finals and we can catch up so there's nothing to worry about. We can still do it if we just triple our efforts! I really try to be optimistic and comfort myself but the voices in my head are so fcking loud and Its fcking exhausting listening to them 24/7. I'm fcking tired and I don't know what to do anymore, I start skipping meals again. I hate it! I hate everything! I start hating school, the place I feel more at peace before.
It hurts me because I start hating the things I used to love and look forward to.
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Replyhow do you cope up?
Replyyk what, I wanna be a topper...I am trying so hard but my rank just remains in top 5 or 3...so yeah, until I top it's a failure for me and it feels the worst...this time I lose my rank and was ranked 8...it feels the worst...And now I am still procastinating, not wanting to study, but I have to do it anyway. But yk what if you want a better concenteration, have meals. You need to replace those negative thoughts, it REALLY is hard but you have to. Without any problems in your life I don't think if you're even living a life, they say life's a rollercoaster...it has ups and downs. DW, you would have done what you prepared for, don't doubt urself.
It does hurt VERY MUCH. Talking about you hating school...you need break. IK I'm talking crazy but tbh you do need it. You gotta refresh yourself. You NEED to push yourself to study.
IDK if this post helped you or made you offended. I am sorry, if it hurt you. Hope it helps. You can share if u want.
Replytbh I hate it when I start doubting myself again, after what happened I still try to look for the silver lining and keep the little hope left in me. I hope one day I'll be able to share here that after everything that happened I still make it until the very end. Thank you, I really appreciate it.
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