What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
I'm tired . Tired of crap. Today seemed like not very much went right at all. Dad fighting with mom. I can't stand him being drunk I absolutely strongly HATE it because he runs his mouth and to me its like scratching on a chalk board. I just can't stand it. Sour bitter miserable ass drunk blurting things out when not passed out at various times then don't remember it. Or care much about how he treats us or anything. Its why I was mad as could be today he put mom and I down FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER. I haven't slept well in 2 days thanks to him. Itd help if I could get away from here for a bit but what relatives I have here won't even talk to me and want nothing to do with me and I've never done anything to them either. I mean it sucks not having friends in this snobby ass place. This place did rank in a top place of worse places to live so I saw on the news. One day I hope things are better. I'm not ungrateful for the good things in my life. I just have little tolerance for bullsh!t. Such as a verbally abusive drunk who has no care for what hell he causes others. Then has no memory of it BUT WE DO. then don't want to hear about it๐ . His side of the family are hypocrites, no I'm not judging fyi its simply how they are and act.
Like my aunt when I had no one else to turn to when I was physically hurt by him wouldn't take me for one friggin night yet wanted to stay with us when her ex she claimed hit her๐ .
She's like oh I won't tell him what you said...... Later blabs it to him like a radio ๐ then basically goes don't want in the middle Im blocking you (a blood relative mind you) then cries to us about things that weren't our issue "Doug threw a shoe at me wahhhhhhhhhhhhhj" ๐ญ. Yeah? Id have effing threw em both , the box, the TV remote and anything else in reach at the effing heartless winch. Then had audacity on top of it all to talk about me WITH ME BEING IN MY OWN HOUSE ๐ hypocrite much. That's why people would try to avoid her. I'm not heartless but she sure as hell was to me. And she's religious supposedly too. And she basically said hell with me she was over at our house one day going hell with em and had the same attitude towards me.
Mmkay let's see you get physically harmed and everyone you know turn you away and act like you did something wrong for reaching out to someone for refuge and compassion. That wasn't right at all how you did me. And on top of it I get 0 apologies. I can't help it its the holiday season familyis distant seems like only one who cares about you is God and the dog. I mean none of my other family far as I know was ever treated and abused like I've been. I mean I have every right to feel how I do. I don't care what anyone thinks.
Comments have been disabled by the author
More Posts
-
Just writing
I don't understand mom why do you defend every single thing dad does and deny doing it? Yeah he's getting mouthy again. I don't understand why she takes up for...
-
Overthinking
I feel like I messed up again. Itโs just a little friendly night talk after our respective days, and somehow I ended up being overbearing. Again. I canโt re...