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Hey. The last time i saw you was the day i told you i don’t have feelings for you. We tried to fix things afterwards, but we wanted different things. I told you back then and I’ll say it again now: i do like you, a lot. Maybe even romantically. But i just can’t. It’s actually really funny, i blew you off because i assumed that i always ruin good things, but by blowing you off i actually ruined a good thing without even trying first. Maybe im just a wimp, and not ready for a girl like you, who knows. I still think about you a lot. How you used to look up at me with your blue eyes. How you slept in my bed just a week prior to us breaking things off. I remember the night like it was yesterday. It was also the first time we kissed, and it was my first kiss in general. This feeling of embracing you on that riverbank still resonates within me. I took you home, and we sat on my bed till 4am looking through my childhood drawings. The only breaks we took were to make out or to go to the toilet. It was wonderful. Even better was going to sleep with you in my arms. I sometimes still look to my left in hopes of seeing you there, with my favorite shirt on. I loved you that night. I don’t know why i even let it come to this even though i knew that we couldn’t be a couple. Its like you said: „you don’t want to hurt me? All you‘ve done is hurt me.“ I hurt you. A lot. I told you im sorry, but it’s never going to be enough. At the end of the day I miss you like hell. I don’t even care about kissing you, or holding you, or holding your hand. I just want to talk to you. I want to know how You’re doing, i want to be involved in your life, just like i used to be. But it’s unfair for me to miss you, because i was the one who made the decision to leave. Recently ive been thinking alot about reaching out, about being earnest and vulnerable with you. It’s what i want, but i dont think its the right thing to do. We probably won’t cross paths again, but I sincerely hope you’re happy wherever you are.
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Well if you were my ex Emily I'd say we definitely need to talk again. Cuz idc about romantic love. Platonic is better for me anymore.
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