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im really in bad period right now. Im still young tho, im 20, but i live alone, and my partner of 5 years left me. We had our differences but i would never just give up that easily, i tought we are forever idk. I tried everything to fix things to be better to try my best, but since he left my depression started. I can’t eat I can’t sleep. Also i dont have a lot of friends, so i feel lonely all the time, and im in really bad period right now thinking i should end it all once for all. i begged God to stop feeling any kind of emotion because this kind of emotional pain now I can feel in my stomach, chest too it hurts so much and I can’t take it anymore. I do not understand why I have to go through all this, because I’m trying to be good person, and I remember myself as happy person full of life and joy just a little time ago. I’m anxious and having a lots of panic attacks and no one to talk to, I don’t really see myself surviving this and being okay again, loved, touched, important to someone..I don’t have guts to try therapy yet, but I don’t wanna live this way but also I want to try and believe in better tomorrow.. idk if anyone will judge me even here but please don’t im a disaster already. I just wanted to say a like 1% of things im feeling right now, there is a lot i didn’t say because im trying to deal with one problem at the time. right now is hard breakup problem and if i somehow fix that ill do everything to help myself with other problems too.. but its sad how one person can be ur reason to wake up, and then they broke ur heart and u want to disappear while they don’t care and they moved on too.. will agony ever end and will I ever be loved? much love to ya all <3
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as a person who has the exact same emotions revolving around me, I'll suggest you to try prioritizing yourself and start to love yourself again.
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