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I don't think im going to die of old age. I've already decided i don't want to die of old age since I was 9, I just didn't like the idea of it all going while i was asleep. I also don't think I'll make it that far. I've been failing with highschool since the pandemic and can't keep my attendance up for the life of me. The moment i start doing well it all crumbles under me due to a sudden illness, a missed day, an arguement. I don't know how long till i just give up entirely. I have a need to be the best and everyone says Im smart but I don't use my potential even though I have nothing to show for it, I cannot handle the fact im failing even though I was never the best. I don't like being here, Life never feels real until it does and then i can't handle it. Maybe I am just lazy but I don't know.
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YOU CAN DO THIS! YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS!! AS A SENIOR AT MY HIGH SCHOOL, I KNOW YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS LIKE I DO!
I struggled just like you and look where it got me <3 :) You can do this, just keep fighting it!!
-MRTS
ReplyI feel the same way man, do what you want In life
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