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I had a pretty rough night. Could not sleep whatsoever. Dad was drunk out of his head if it wasn't playing kiss the table it was being LOUD first with the dog talking to him then he decides for some unknown reason to manually do the dishes at 3 a.m. clanging them (yes mom heard it too). Then well I think I might be sick because my head hurt bad, scratchy throat, lungs irritated and my pulse can't quite calm down :( no I don't want to go to a Dr. They won't really do much anyway.
Then at 6 a m my aunt (the one who blocked me on everything including my phone number for no or some petty crappy reason because she hates me) accidently calls mom's phone. It blares loudly its on full volume . We thought something might be wrong. Nope wrong number. Then dad hatefully goes on to mom YOU BETTER START TREATING ME BETTER him still drunk out of it blurting bull crap out. I've still not really had sleep. I dunno really what to think now. I just hate when dad gets so friggin mouthy and combative and argumentative and hostile yes run on sentence idc. I hate this version of him. Why he gets like this I don't understand. And secondly its been bothering me why my aunt was/has been unnecessarily sh!tty to me. I'm here blood relative. Damn shame I have only 3 relatives here besides my parents and they don't speak or want nothing to do with me. Fine go kick rocks. Idk I'm just sleep deprived so yeah 😴 . Just getting crap out of my system may delete later :-P
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