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my stomach hurts bad
it hurts really bad
but i cant eat
i barely eat
only 1 meal a day
most of the time it is the lunch at my middle school
it hurts really really bad
its painful
im hungry
i barely eat though
im hungry and i cant eat
my mother said we are getting the groceries tommorrow
but i dont believe her
she lied 10 ten times about food
to the point where it is normal for us to go a few weeks without food.
i want to cut myself
but i dont want to look like an attention seeker
i want to hang myself
tried 6 times
but it all failed
my suicidal thoughts randomly went away
i wonder if they will come back
i want my friends to be okay
i put them before me
because i dont want them to end up in a coffin due to self harm or suicide
death scares me
yet i almost saw death about 8 times.
maybe when im older ill overdose if possible
we will see.
i cant really give certain information because one of my friends from school uses novni and i dont want her finding out everything i did
i dont want her to be worried
or be disgusted.
-zion
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Iβm really sorry π I hope everything will get better for you
Sending all my love
-Karissa
ReplyI hear you. I hope you can find the sweet in this bittersweet life. Think about if you had one more day for something to change or for change to find you. Donβt miss the opportunity to live. I pray the Lord provides for you. May you be guided, bless and protect. Know that you are not alone. Take care. Stay safe π
ReplyYou'll be okay. And please don't all the things you wrote. Because with you gone this world is far less better. You are loved.
Replyoii don't cut yourself, clearly you are going through a rough patch right now , butt this is all to make you strong because in the future you will face tougher situations, you need to tell yourself that you are going to be mentally strong, clearly somethings wrong with your mother for not getting groceries, this is a problem, try and get help , do something maybe get a part time job to afford some food , but dont give up , theres always ways to get out of every situation , one day you will look back at this and smile thinking that you got through it , so don't think of suicide or self harm its not worth it because it wont change anything and no ones going to help you but yourself , you are strong you just need to believe it and make a change in your life , take a stance and think positive , change your diet , start working out and get help tell someone in your family about the food situation , but the last thing you should not do is look at suicide , death is not the option you will get through this , just don't give up , take what you are going through as a lesson in your life , tell yourself that you love yourself and that only you can change everything , change the way you think don't alow yourself to hurt you anymore , mentally challenge yourself , eat , drink water , don't allow your mind to control you , remember you are in control of your thoughts .
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