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5 years ago was 2018. I was in 5th grade. It was one year before covid hit. I had long hair. I didn't have many friends, just a small group...and a furry... she moved to Ohio (not trying to make an Ohio joke, she really did).
In 2019 not much happened more than covid.
13 days into 2020 I had my first official bf. He was toxic. It was on and off. I still had long hair. I weighed about 76 pounds at one point...my organs started to fail. I started to cut.
In 7th grade, 2021-2022. I cut my hair. I came out as pan and non-binary. I went by Xavier. I gained my weight back. I had a big friend group. I almost ran away with the toxic bf. I called it off after getting caught. I continued to cut, but I was better, ig. I had a few relationships with girls. I was ok.
In 8th grade, 2022-2023. I had a stable relationship with my partner that was genderfluid. I went by Clover and was still non-binary and pan. We lasted 8 months. September to May. I relapsed in May a few days before my birthday. (we broke up a few weeks after, almost to June) I started to cut. I stopped cutting. My dad got married in January of 2023. I had multiple relationships from June through August.
August of 2023, my freshmen year. I go by Fynn. I am trans and use he/they pronouns. I have quite a few friends. I cut in September though October. I got better. I started meds. I seem to be healthier. I am better. I've learned to speak my mind and communicate. I joined marching band as 2nd bass in drumline. I've gone to parties. I've had fun. And I'm enjoying what I have. I've learned that life is valuable. It could end at any second. A lot has changed in 5 years.
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And lots of things will continue to change bc that what life is all about; evolving. I wish you the best even tho you blocked me and I hope life can treat you well, Fynn.
ReplyI thought you disappeared, that's why I blocked you, so I wouldn't have to see the old messages. ilysm but I'm moving on from that point of my life and from Novni. I wish you the best in your future<3
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