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I know this sounds dumb as hell. I promise I’m not one of those silly men’s rights morons. I’m not into any of that idiotic “manosphere” nonsense, but there are some things I need to get off my chest, but I know these thoughts will be seen as retarded by anyone who reads them. I won’t be surprised if I get roasted or censured because I’m so used to it by now. Let’s just say, if I had a papercut for every time I’ve been called an “incel,” my corpse would be in the mortuary right now.
I don’t hate women at all. I just hate how fucked up the world is. I hate when people adopt dogs only to neglect and abuse them until they die of starvation or heat stroke or hypothermia. I hate how everyday people are bullied to the point of suicide and no one cares or notices. I hate how, all over the world, innocent people are tortured, gassed, starved, scourged, and shot in prison camps. I hate how no one cares about anyone at all, not for one zeptosecond. But I don’t hate women, at least not the women who have consciences. I just have an issue with the barbaric, unfeeling, ice-veined members of society, which of course include both men and women.
SOME women hurt a lot of innocent people and they don’t give one a fraction of a sliver of a f*ck, and it frustrates me that they can get away with so many terrible things that men could never get away with, and I know it may sound “political” but it has nothing to do with politics. It has nothing to do with oil prices or elections. It’s purely to do with the sickly depravity that’s so widespread now in this toxic world where people are just so hellbent on their own self-interests that they can witness the shedding of innocent blood happen before their very eyes without even flinching. Never once throughout all the previous centuries has the world had anything remotely close to the level of callousness and cruelty that it currently has. Never once was there as much evil in the world as there is right now.
One can’t make the gentlest blanket statement about women without getting kicked in the ass, figuratively or literally, but one can say absolutely anything about all men. Women know this, and obviously they take advantage of the opportunity. Opportunism is a component of human nature, regardless of gender. Anyway, I’ve heard countless generalizations made about ALL men, and, naturally, most of those generalizers were women. I’ve heard “All men are idiots,” “All men are perverts,” “All men are assholes,” “All men are trash,” “All men are rapists,” “All men are worthless,” and my personal favorite, “All men are pedophiles.” I used to whine about it all the time, probably because I have severe OCD and it makes me fixate on little things that most people just ignore. I was always an OCD kid and an “retard,” according to everyone I’ve ever met.
But the only thing that still pisses me off about these generalizations is that they might all be true! And if any of them are true, that means, as a man, I’m forced to live a damned existence. I’m forced to live like a parasite, a lowly creature that has no choice but to rely on women for everything, to be like Homer Simpson, just some ugly, stupid, pot-bellied manbaby who can’t take care of himself. Every day I’m reminded of the fact that I’m scum, that I might as well join a chimpanzee tribe, but even apes are superior to men, according to society. I hate being a man, but it’s impossible to truly change. I’ve considered becoming a eunuch and taking medications that kill testosterone or increase estrogen, to make myself more feminine, but it’s all in vain. As long as I have a Y-chromosome, I’m living a damned existence.
I’m 18 currently, but my tiny, tiny, tiny little tiny brain is so damn slow that for years, I was subconsciously genderless. It never really occurred to me how much my gender determines the course of my life and my existence. I never realized how much having a Y-chromosome could destroy my spirit and reduce me to nothing but a stupid, sex-crazed, disgusting, unhygienic, unhealthy, useless creature. I wish I never had a gender, but I can’t change it without risking an eternity in Hell. As a Christian, I’ve also been taught that I’ll go to Hell if I’m “effeminate.”
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I am a female. I understand that some women absolutely do play the role of victim when they are in fact the perpetrators of violence or abuse. They blame men for their problems. Like you said not all women, and I think blanket statements for men and women both should be taken with a grain of salt.
However, I had a couple ladies laugh when they talked about striking their husbands in anger. They said "Then we are abusers I guess," with a smile. I reminded them that hitting anyone else would be assault, and that it is in fact abuse. They rolled their eyes at me. These were relatives of mine, and it shocked me.
Women, like men, can be abusive, cruel, and idiotic. They are human, afterall.
Many women flat out refuse to hear about specifically male problems because women have historically faced horriffic disrimination, so to "side" with a man feels like a betrayal of sisterhood or self. That being said, male specific problems exist, and it would be nice to just hear each other out and make the world better one conversation at a time.
My husband is also sick of demeaning labels as a man, and I hope my son doesn't have face the same derogatory treatment.
Just know that that generalizations are hurtful going either direction. Surround yourself with open minded people who believe in your goal, to make the world better, not be part of the problem. I believe you are going to do great.
You are so young, and there are many people who believe there can be civil conversation around gender privileges. They just aren't exciting enough to make the front page of the news. Best wishes kiddo.
ReplyIf I weren’t so terrified about going to Hell, I would have killed myself as soon as I learned how to do it. I’m not suicidal, but I wish I could be. I guess I’m too much a fake histrionic pussy. The world is just evil. There are no good people anymore. There’s no value in life. There’s no decency in the world anymore. All anyone cares about is getting laid and getting rich. I’m a worthless idiot and I deserve to live a damned existence and a damned eternity.
I don’t want to gain anything anymore. I only want to lose everything and be reduced to nothing. I wish I could give everything I’ve ever gotten to someone who actually needs it.
I don’t want to be loved. I want to be hated. I want to be treated like dirt. I want to be treated like a murderer or a child molester. I want people to spit on my face. I’ve dreamed about framing myself for murder or getting accused of rape. I crave hatred and the thought of being loved makes me gag. I hate myself so much. Why didn’t my mom abort me? Was she aware that I would be a piece of sh*t?
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