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I sometimes look deeply at videos,
Captioned with words like 'Rage.'
I have various reactions,
Mostly envious though.
I don't want to go through their scenarios,
I just feel like a robot at times.
Emotionless, Unable to feel,
I can't fathom myself screaming with freedom
I can only imagine myself locked inside a box,
tightly packed and unrelenting in hiding my true self.
I'm unrelenting because I don't even know my own self,
only the facade of personalities of others to please them.
Am I truly Human if I can't feel,
Am I mortal or just a lifeless doll?
Why I pitifully envy those who feel terrible,
Is because They have the freedom to let it out.
They have something to express,
Something to actually feel without force.
I don't want to be in drama,
But I want to be able to feel the same when They scream
When They scream into lakes or empty forests on recordings,
I feel envy and jealousy and I regret it too.
I just despise how I am,
Being unable to feel even negative emotions like rage.
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