Somebody commented I should confess but...

The case is... I'm afraid. It's a cowardly act and I know it is not an excuse to ignore you and act like I'm busy. I should've told you, I truly would love to get to know you more. I thought, in time I would finally open up to someone... but you know, I actually had my guard up the whole time you were around because I knew you could potentially break my heart. I knew that if you tried to break the walls I'd put up, even with minimal effort, it would all crumble down and I would be left with nothing again should you decide to leave... because they always do. See? I can't tell you any of these because I know you have battles of your own as I have. Maybe I or we are not ready for this. Maybe we need fixing first. Either way, I just want to say I'm sorry for bleeding on you, for hurting you emotionally, for not being considerate of your feelings, and I'm glad we met... even if it lasted for a short time...