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I feel like a statue. I dont know what to do in the world. Im not unsure what im gonna do in the future. even though I try to achieve high in my academics I dont know why Im doing it. I dont know what to do in my life. I feel like im doing it for nothing. Im undecided on what im gonna do in my future and overall I feel like total poo. I feel like im doing nothing in life. i feel like im worthless and besides doing anything in school I dont know what to do outside of it other than just sit and lay and use my stupid damn phone. its unhealthy I know but I dont know what to do. whats worse is that I dont really feel like doing anything right now. I feel lazy and sick of myself I wanna throw up and cry and rot cus thats what im already feeling I feel like im rotting and i feel numb. I dont know how to help myself. even though I need to. I dont know how to make friends or connections with anyone. heck I dont even know if I have a strong connection with my family. im also doubting if they even take my feelings or me serious...I just hope that one day maybe someday I will figure things out so that I wont feel like total dog poo. I know i still have a long way in life and im scared. im scared, im that in the future im gonna end up like nothing. and i know people say focus on the present and yourself but I dont know how. nothing is changing. Im falling back to my bad habits over and over again even if I swore to myself I wont ever do it again. I hate it. I dont want to be like this anymore. I hate it. I hate not getting to talk to anyone easily I hate not being more hardworking I hate not being more kinder I hate that I couldnt be more smarter with my choices I hate being a coward I hate that I put too much expectations in myself. I hate it. well thats all it. I hope that my days get better :(
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I’m sure you will find your way, you’re obviously thinking on it
ReplyRelax and go with the flow because you will work it out.
ReplyYou’re not alone. Please know that. I have felt the exact same way. And I have also written about it when I was just quietly crying in my bed at night. But things do get better. I promise. You mustn’t forget the things in your life that you are blessed with. Family is so important. They are my rock. And if not already they can be yours too. Just make the effort to communicate, respect and love. I know it ain’t always easy but goes a long way. You have strangers like me to vent to. And even when you don’t, you have God, whether you are religious or not. He’s up there, always. I’d say that’s my foundation. I’ll talk to Him whenever I’m feeling like total rubbish, but also when I’m not. And He understands us, and loves us more than we will ever know. You should check out jw.org and search literally anything that’s on your mind, purely because I want you to feel better and have a little more hope. It has done me miracles. I hope it’ll boost your happiness too. ❤️
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