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New year. 2024 is here. I am mad.
I was peaceful, I had managed to get you out of my head. I was healing, I was accepting the fact that we would never cross paths again. And then your message arrived…with mixed feelings, guilt, doubt…is it guilt? Is it nostalgia? Is it hope? As always…I am in the dark.
My head starts spinning…are you happier with her? Is there a her? Was it all a play? Was it a lie? Was there a real connection? Did you feel what I felt? Was I just too naive? I am mad at myself for believing, for trusting, for wanting to love you so bad that I ignored everything. I miss you. So much love. So many words unsaid.
Emotions fill me. I want to cry. Cry at the missed potential. Cry because there is nothing I can do. Cry because it could have been a beautiful story. Cry because of broken dreams, broken promises. How did I get here? How do I let go of hope? How do I learn to accept?
The box is sitting there. Hard time letting it go. It is not the money, it is the goodbye I am afraid of. It felt so deep, so close. How could it mean so little? Was it real? Was it my imagination? I don’t want to miss you anymore. I love you. I know I have to let go. How? I want to surrender and forget. I need to let you go.
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ReplyThank you for your kind words. You are right, we do matter.
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