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it happens a lot but i didn't have the courage to live it at once.i would usually ignore it like every time.but this time i think i'm ready to talk,feel,live and know more about myself......i'm a 19 year-old female and i'm suffering of constant mood swings that litterally ruins my life. out of the blue i change and i become an other person that i can't even recognise myself sometimes.i feel like i'm suffocaing and even the closest ones in my life feel like strangers to me. it happened before with my ex who suffered also from some mental problems such as depression and mood swings so we were compatibleand we would accept each other's behaviours during such times. now i'm no longer dating that person and i have a new life and i've known wonderful people who love me and want the best for me but it is kind of hard and impossible for me to socialise and interact with them during my hard times.i can't tell anyone about what's going on in my head because i may seem overreacting.so this week has been the worst ever ,i started feeling a little low since tuesday and i kept ignoring it for so long until i couldn't no more.....i might jumped into a relationship without thinking all my friends are taken so i said why not and it all started really ggod until i felt like it's not me and that i were pretending to be someone i'm not and that i'm lying about my feelings at some point.my partner was toooo sentimental and loving while for me i didn't feel something special he was just my friend i guess.now when i realised all of what happend for the past 2 weeks i felt overwhelmed and so much pressure that i couldn't process anything so i isolated myself as a solution. it was sudden isolation from everyone,i turn airplane mode in my phone,i turn on "do not disturb",i didn't respond to any of the messeges i received and even when they called my sister i didn't respond.and that made me even more stressed than i were before.i am gratefull for all the people who got worried about me but now i'm even more at discomfor then before.tomorrow i have to meet with everyone because i have exams and i'm not ready to talk to anyone.i searches my sympoms on google and i fugured out that i'm suffering from BPD short form of Borderline Personality Disorder.what can i do in this case
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