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So I'm a writer and blah blah but I dont care abt grammar or punctuation or anything really rn. I just feel like I'm on fire right now. I've known since forever that my parents didnt have the best relationship. They'd fight about everything and slam doors and threaten to leave. I was always scared that every fight would be the last and walked on eggshells trying not to call thier bluff. When i was 8 my sister was born and I practically raised her since they couldn't put their heads together to. Everytime my parents walked out for a few days I was dropped on my mums friends doorstep. Before my sister was born. He would molest me every fucking time and I never said anything bcs the eggshells felt more like glass than calcium. It stopped when I was like 8. But now I'm just an adult and i found out not only is my mum having an affair. Shes talking to like 3 different guys. Her friend is one of them. I've fucking exploded. I still cant say anything abt what happened but I really am not well. How could he do that?? How could he claim to love her meanwhile he had his dick in her child?? My mum! How could she cheat? I'm grown sure but my sister is still a child. Why? Fucking why? I'm so tired and angry and I feel like that little girl again. Helpless and just disgusted by herself.
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ReplyOh and one more thing, I strongly advise you to make sure that something is between you and the person your anger is directed toward at all times. You do not want to be able to reach them. They aren't worth going to jail for.
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