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I belong to Hindu family there's nothing to do with my religion. My parents divorce early age. I had alot of difficulties throughout my all life . I was a wild agressive child ,just didn't know what to do with myself ,confuse ,lost in my own world. Let's say I'm a day dreamer. I had a big dream but after my parents divorce everything change for me . My relatives started to taunt me ,my uncle side family stop talking to me .in short my life wasn't a same . I am from a middle class family but as a child I had a high life as they gave me good education ,shelter and I have no complain to that . I was raised by my grandmom and stay in my uncle[mother brothers house] all my life . But I had to face alot of taunt as my grandmom could always discriminate me cause I am a daughter child . She slowly started to abuse me mentally . And she started saying bad things about her own daughter also . I thought I'm the problem here but as I grow up they all were abusing me and I blame myself all my life I'm the bad evil person . I can't change anything what happened in my past . I had a lot of struggle with myself I just didn't know what to do with my life . I was in a relationship with my xbf for 5 years we had a toxic relationship . He was abusive and use to beat me alot . I decided to end it and it wasn't a easy way . Many family member blame me that I can't tolerate but trust me I did for 5 years . I had many dreams many sacrifice but I was sad inside . Our society always blames woman only . There are so many up and down in my life can't even explain but all I can say is I want a change in my life . I have met someone who is a good human being . I'm dating him we are planning to get marry , I want to start my new life and stay away from my toxic family . I will continue my study ,start a new work and live my life . I deserve to be happy and healthy mentally also . Now I'm in my 30s so it's a new beginning for me . It's a chance that god have given me I'm thankful but I have cried alot ,I cant be strong everyday theres a time I need love care company . I'm tired of making everyone happy but me . I have set boundaries. I don't rely on anyone . I have less people in my life. I'm healing now manifesting life goal career and family . I want peace joy work that's all for now .
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I'm happy for you! I hope you get the love , joy and peace you deserve . You deserve much more . I hope you achieve your goals.Good luck <3
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