Meh

I’m not happy or glad

I’m not depressed or sad

I’m just meh

I smile and laugh

I dance and act a fool

Yet I’m crying inside

I drive myself mad with thoughts

But I don’t have the energy to act on them

I’m so mentally and physically drained I don’t know where I’m at anymore if I’m here or there

It’s weird this life I have

I struggle everyday

Yet im still standing but I don’t feel like I can any longer

I’m done being sad and upset

I’m now just angry at everyone and everything and I don’t think that’s wrong of me

I have been through so much lately that I feel it’s fair

But who am I to decide when I can’t even decide on what emotion I have