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Leaving to not give a fuck but never actually leaving
3 months ago · 1 · Careless, +3 · Explicit
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Have you ever been fed up with bullshit? To the point you become mean to people. I sure have, and I feel like sometimes I don't wanna give a damn but I never really leave my safe place. To me, there's a reason for everything; one reason why we exist, one reason why we wake up in the morning, one reason why the dog barks, etc. We never really leave that place as careless as we become sometimes. Have you ever said to yourself, "I'm done trying"? There's one more thing that I would like to empathize, and it's that I feel like I have no purpose lately, or rather that my purpose is getting shifted and it's losing its value. I have like no reason to make posts, but I always want to; I have no reason to live, but I know there's something in me that always comes back to the same place; one could call it home, or the reason to live itself... I don't know, I'm not sure anymore at this point. I really wanted to live life without giving a fuck but I guess there's always one reason; one reason why everything. Have you felt it too? Like there's always something keeping you afloat? Even though we question why bad things happen at all, or if it's gonna fall on us some day... There's always one reason, but is it enough though? Is it good enough? For better and for worse, pain has to end, whether by death or fixation. I'm sorry for making this too long, my big bet is that absolutely no one will read this or comment.
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