I wish...

I could say the things I want to say to you out loud.

I didn’t want to die sometimes.

I didn’t cause the scars on my arm.

I could fast forward to a time with more freedom.

I could rewind to a time with less cares.

I could have met you earlier.

I said what I wanted to say when we met.

I noticed what I felt for you earlier.

To have enough guts to do what i want to.

We weren’t kept apart.

For your happiness.

For your health.

For you.