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My parents think I am a failure. I try my absolute best to get the great grades but I always fail. I am stupid and pathetic. I am not sociable. I have no friends. I eat my lunch in the bathroom in the school. I am a worthless piece of shiy as my mom likes to say. I ruin everything as my parents like to say. I am a coward. I mean if everyone around me including me thinks I am a fucking failure then I should just die right? Except I don’t even have the guts to do that. Why am I even alive? All I do is mess everything up. No one wants me here. In school I can tell the way they look at me. Like I am a piece of ugly, irrelevant, stupid piece of shit who is failing. They see a person who can’t to do calculus or chemistry. A person who got a bad score on the SAT. A person who is trash. I should just die. I have been constantly thinking about this. No one will mourn me. I will be forgotten. So even if I die I am still worthless. I am not accomplishing anything. I am so sick and tired of surviving every day like this. I am so tired here is nothing left in me to keep going.
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I’ve been in the school situation you described and it’s intensively painful, words don’t nearly frame it. I left with no qualifications because even though I wasn’t lazy or incapable I couldn’t learn or concentrate in that environment so I think it’s probably the same for you rather than you’re a failure as you currently believe. I refuse to patronize with things like stay strong or it’ll get better, that’s unhelpful and unrealistic but I’m totally understanding you. In solidarity.
Replyi feel u bro. my parents shoved this shit down my throat then completely forgot about me. i was miserable and only put my worth in school until i started living for myself. YOUR WORTH IS NOT IN A HIGH SCHOOL GRADE YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT. ik that saying it’ll get better is stupid but one day you just wake up and u don’t think about this feeling anymore. the weight is gone, the stress is gone, you are you and it’s the best thing ever.
ReplyIt’s the feeling that if I fail now I will fail forever.
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Your parents should have been on the front lines supporting you, and I regret what they did to you.
You just lack confidence in yourself. You're just too shy and feel inferior. There is nothing wrong with you, because everyone has their own talents and potential.
If you can't do something well, maybe you're not talented at it. And that's normal, dear. We all experience it.
One day I'm sure, you will find the right place for you, where you are the star and where you will be appreciated and needed 😊. You're not wrong, it's just the wrong place.
Come on sweetheart, be more confident, You can definitely do it. 💪❤️
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