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I want to live on my own. Away, from this place I call "home", this shared definition that has its twisted meanings and dark past.
I'm imagining my own apartment, or perhaps somewhere in a small, semi-abandoned town in the countryside where there is lush greenery that overtakes the crevices of the paved roads.
I've been longing for this lately. To just exist, to not have any goals except to just live and do nothing. Nothing sounds amazing, and to think that I used to complain about being so bored back in the day, doing nothing.
I don't need to be someone successful, and I don't need to claw my way to the top. I don't need mass amounts of money, nor do I need to wear expensive clothes and eat exotic foods.
I just need basic foods, basic comfy clothes, a house that has working electricity, heat, air conditioning, water.
I want to be a nobody. Someone who doesn't get spared a second glance on the street, and to not be interesting enough to hold a long conversation with. It may sound like a nightmare with many, but it sounds like a dream that's out of reach. Constantly forced to attain new goals, to become "better", more "skilled". To always think about the future, never the past or enjoy the present.
I'm tired. Perhaps I just want to run away, in short. But still, this is something I've wanted for years. I can never appreciate enough, the rare, short moments of silence and peace that come by, like now.
And in this dream, I can take my time. Get ready slowly, to enter reality, and find my own goals to reach again.
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Your dream sounds pleasant, peaceful and simple. Keep going, you've done your best.
And you are now not too far from your dreams. I'm sure it will come true, even if in an unexpected way... 😊❤️
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