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Another content creator making me feel like shit
2 months ago · 0 · Content Creator, +5 · Explicit
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Today it went to my head and was trying to recompose myself... while I thought I did, I was actually still going through it and found myself in a strange pattern of behavior, where I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of winning this battle. It's always one sided so my feelings don't really matter. The content creator I watched is way too manipulative, narcissistic, liar and negative. It happens every time that when I'm healed and finally wanna watch another one of their videos, I'm with the fear that they will break my heart with their misplaced comments or direct-indirect jokes. Right now I feel like a psycho who couldn't hold on. Lately I've been with the mindset that everything in life comes and goes, and if we didn't complain, everything would eventually fall in place... but no one likes to sit and wait. So that's this post... when will I ever learn? Or when will they ever learn? Sometimes I mute their shit to not leave heartbroken, and that works; but sometimes I need the volume up, so it is there when I'm subjected to their bullshit. It's all about not giving them the satisfaction, no matter how much of an audience they have, and they think they are the shit. I hate content creators that meme everything... that are way too witty and lack seriousness. Are you laughing at me being this dumb? I don't care if people laugh at me for being mentally challenged, these are my feelings and they are valid.
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