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Its getting bad again... (I NEED ADVICE ASAP!! PLEASE...!)
2 months ago · 103 · Need Advice ASAP, +5
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Everyday i can feel my depression getting bad again...My hope fading...The tears falling...And my heart breaking...At this point i wish i would just drop dead...I can't do this anymore...I think my dad knows that too...And i think he feels the same way...Everything changed after she died...I don't really want to die, but i'm not going to sit here everyday and live like this...I'm not doing it again...I've already done it for the past four years and i can't do it any longer...
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Hey help me out rq
Aight guys comment if you've either had a one -sided crush, felt suicidal, depressed, or unwanted I need y'all advice quick time...
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Intrusive Thoughts
All i can think about today is that deep urge to tear off my skin and watch myself bleed...Even if it kills me...I just look at my arm and my still healing scar...
Lots have done it much, much longer. So if they can, what makes you think you can't?
Replybecause my best friend didn't last a week...
Replythen they must've forgotten who they were. they forgot that people loved them, but you haven't have you?
ReplyThat's fair...No i haven't...
Replygood, because that gives you a reason to keep going. Lots of people love you including me if that's any reassurance. hope you're ok :] <3
ReplyThanks..I really needed this...At first i thought you were being kind of b!tchy but now i realize you weren't and that was just you're way of "Bringing me back into reality" and helping me out of that headspace...
Replyyeah ofc no prob you have a wonderful day and hopefully more :]
ReplyYou too!
ReplyYou know, honestly, i hate today bc it's Valentine's day and i'm single af. Plus, it's not even a holiday! It's just a celebration!
Replyyeah I am too lol but when I am usually (all the time on Valentine's lol) I just enjoy when I get Valentine's candy from my parents lol
ReplyWell, My teacher just gave us all a card and candy lol.
Replymy old teachers back then used to do that lol now I just usually get candy at the store lol and usually just when im lonely on Valentine's I eat candy either watch smth or just listen to music online lol
ReplyAwkward question but, Can i ask how old you are?? (Out of curiosity?)
Replyall good im 13 and if its good wbu
ReplyI'm 15, i'll be 16 in may.
Replyturning 14 in august lol
ReplyCool lol. <3 (Is putting the heart weird?? If so, sorry lol)
Replylol <3 (nah its all good lol trust me I know weird this isn't lol)
ReplyOkay lol. <3
Replylol <3 (maybe the only good thing really bout being by yourself during Valentine's is that you ain't gotta worry bout paying a shit ton for gifts lol)
ReplyTrue lol. <3 (I'm trying to figure out why i smile every time i see you messaged back lol)
Replylol same here <3 lol
Replyoop- <3
ReplyI have an idea- tho i may be wrong-
Replywell what is it :P
ReplyWe're two single people on valentines day who hate this day bc they are single........
Replyoh ok now my head is processing it i get it lol. might be right idk
ReplyYeah lol.
ReplyThough, we technically don't even know each other- might be worth might not be worth it-
Replywell other than personally knowing we can still learn bout each other im fine with it if thats what you want tbh lol
ReplyOkay lol. <3
ReplySo tell me somethings bout you like what do you like to do
ReplyI like writing songs, poems and stories. Uh, my favorite color is purple and i like cats more than dogs. I play piano and used to play the cello and guitar.
Replythat's cool! I like music, games, football, my fav colors are red and black, I also like cats more lol, I like boxing, hiking, and I'm actually trying to start learning guitar lol
ReplyI also like football and hiking! (And i also like red and black but purple is #1 lol)
Replycool! (purple tbh is a good color on stuff ngl lol)
ReplyYeah. <3
Reply<3 (I got like 6 mins fore i head to P.E. so if I don't reply thats why lol)
Reply<3 (Thats okay lol, I just switched classes and i'm in science now lol)
Replylol (so I'll ttyl whenever P.E. is over) <3
ReplyOkay lol <3
ReplyI know you can't respond right now but i've been wearing both promise rings waiting for the day i find another boyfriend (or girlfriend) and now that i have i'll still be wearing both bc i can't give you the other one and it sucks lol.
ReplyAlso, I hope you into (kinda) crazy girls bc i'm a little crazy-
ReplyYou're*
Replyweirdly, i kinda do lmao
ReplyGood lol
ReplyI'm crazy when im badly angry lol i know how to control it too :P
ReplyI meant sticking-you're-hand-in-fire-for-fun kinda crazy, burn-something-because-you-feel-like-it-and-you-think-its-fun kinda crazy
Reply(btw, at 11:35 (For me, I don't know what time it is for you lol) I have to go to lunch))
Replylol mines at 11:45 rn time is 10:24
ReplyCorrection 10:25 lol-
Replyohhh so we got same time lol
ReplyYeah- What state are you in????
ReplyAlabama
ReplyGeorgia- Closer than i thought lol-
Replydamn lol we are closer than i though aswell lol
ReplyYeah
Replybtw we never told each other our names lol
ReplyYou can call me Ashe (My real name is Miley but don't ever call me that- its my dad name bc i used to/still do get made fun of for it-
Replyi love both names either way lol mine is Caden (people say my middle name is weird, its Layne as in Layne Stacy the singer who sung for Alice In Chains lol)
ReplyI figured that was you're name bc of what it is on here lol- also, answer the one i said about when we were talking about me being crazy-
Replyi Kinda like crazy girls lol idk why I just do
ReplyAlso weird question- How tall are you??
Replylike 5'8" and a half lol
Replyi'm 5'5, at least you're not shorter than me lol-
Replylol I think I'm gonna get even taller after not to long lol
ReplyGood lol
ReplyCan you describe to me what you look like??
Replymhm
ReplyBtw in three minutes i have to go to piano/and then chorus so i won't be able to talk. But i'll be on during 7th period but then i'll be off for the rest of the day. And i'm not on during weekends cause i work lol.
Replylol ok i got lunch real soon and im not on during the weekends rlly becuz i use my school computer for this lol
Replybtw what do you look like :P
ReplyBrown hair, Green eyes, rounded-ish face lol. <3
Replyyou sound very pretty <3 (i was playing a game on my chromebook as soon as i saw a reply i went straight to check it lol)
ReplyAww thanks! (Lol you better have)
Replybtw we can prob talk better if i just make a google doc and add you to it lol
ReplyMaybe lol
Replyalright so whats ur school email
ReplyHello, hurry and get on the google doc!!! Lol <3
ReplyI'm sorry i was on a field trip yesterday :(
Replyhey ya there <3
ReplyHeyy, get on the google doc!!!!! I miss you! <3
ReplyAnswer me!!!!!! lol, its important!!!!!!!!
Replyworks better than slow novni lol
ReplyYeah lol
Replybrown hair blue eyes uh weirldy bumpy face lol
ReplyGotta love the blue eyes lol
Replyidk why but my face is kinda rough lol
Replywbu can you describe how u look
ReplyI have to go to lunch now- talk to you after lunch <3
Replyk ttyl <3
ReplyI'm back from lunch lol <3
ReplyI'm back from lunch <3
Replydead not dad-*
ReplyHope you answer soon.. <3
ReplyHope you can respond soon <3
ReplyIt's hard.....It always been hard.
But you got only one life, on your death-bed when you look back. Make sure you have very good story to tell. Its never easy, and might not even get better.
But you have to get up and live for yourself. Remember you won't be stuck there forever. The thoughts will come and go. And will come again, but when you finally comes out of these mess. You will find a world with already moved on, and now comes the regret that you were the only one who was stuck there and everybody moved on.
So, its hard.....very hard.
But please come out of this depression for yourself. Nobody can control that mind of yours other than you. Take your time, but don't get stuck in these thoughts.
See you on the other side when the day comes....but its not TODAY.....
ReplyI hate saying you learn to accept it but always try to better yourself. If you’re young, meds may help stabilize you before they take over to worse things. Find a therapist yang lang narrow minded (can be hard) or someone you feel safe talking to particularly someone Lyon feel safe taking to if possible. Therapy can help but if that makes you skeptical, throw yourself into anything you love. Distraction is key.
Embrace anything that interests you and let it take you over without going too far. It’s something. Been where you are myself and currently am but been at it for decades. It’s a part of your life and can seem it’s all there is. That’s where distraction comes in. Hobbies: let them exhaust you. You have to start somewhere. It can’t hurt to try, right? I wish you the best.
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