letting go

you said you still loved me ,i was your priority and always will be when you have a girlfriend now....you said those three words to her which i thought were only meant for me ,you still have the audacity to claim that you love me more than her but if you actually loved me from the start you would never have fallen fallen for her right?!cuz damn right i didn't start loving someone because i am still in love with you,how do i keep doing this to myself ..i constant put myself in a position where i keep on getting hurt over and over again,i wanna let you go i have to let you go but i can't and its hurting so damn much..why could you not love me enough,why was i not enough for you...but i need let this love go beacuse it killing me now ..i don't think i can take it anymore i just feel so dead on the inside i wish i could make you see what you make feel and how much hurt i am but i can't..you're so happy now ,i should be happy too right cuz that is what i had always prayed for ...im tired so damn tired i feel like i cant even walk