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He was such a sweetie. I remember when I was visiting and it was late at night. We sat on the balcony off his room and he played me songs on his guitar. He was always so nice to me. I felt comfortable around him. When he hugged me I felt warm and safe and cared for. I had the biggest crush on him... He had a kinda southern accent. I liked hearing him talk even if it was about some random country people thing I didn't know anything about. He'd keep me up to date on the newest football drama at school. I just listened even if I had no idea what/who he was talking about. He listened to all my girl drama too. I appreciated that. He acted like everything I said was interesting even if it wasn't. I'd find any excuse to talk to him or be around him. He gave me attention like no one else did. I put off getting my drivers license just so I could keep catching rides with him. We were rant buddies too. If he was mad or sad or stressed he'd come to me and vice versa. We were close. His family was my family. His house was my house.
I never wanted to move. I begged and pleaded with my dad not to buy that house. I knew we had to move because it was too expensive to stay but I had other priorities. My cute southern guy friend crush was my priority. I moved away towards the end of Junior year. After highschool he went into the military. I missed him. There was quite a while where we didn't get to talk as much because life was busy and I lived further away, though we've been talking more lately. His grandma passed away recently and he invited me to the funeral since I knew her (she loved me. She knit me a scarf that I still wear). After the funeral we had the chance to catch up a lot. It was nice. I'm visiting again soon. I'll have to resist the urge to give him a big smooch though... wish me luck.
I love him. I want to tell him... Should I? Maybe I'm delusional. Idk
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Your still a teenager at time like this simple care will make you feel loved and safe with him . For long time relation till death will it be same ? You need time to know if he can wait for u till study finish and you good a secure job then okay..will he wait if not then u know what it is about be smart dont be like others
ReplyThis was very heartwarming to read, sounds like you’re living your own Hallmark movie. However I think you should know what’s best. If you feel the mood and tone out, and think you can tell him go ahead. But if it doesn’t feel right and you think it’ll make things awkward or like you won’t talk anymore then probably not a good idea.
Wishing you the best.
ReplyAlways tell the people you love that you love them. Always. Even in doubt, even in repose, even when you have everything else to talk about. Tell him you love him.
Good luck in this endeavour.
ReplyIt's hard sometimes to say "I love you"... I guess it depends on the scenario and circumstances. And then of course we regret not saying it if we no longer have the opportunity. Hopefully you'll find a way to say it. Best of luck.
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