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I can’t fathom liking someone
I can’t fathom someone liking me
I can’t fathom someone knowing me enough to like me
I can’t fathom there being an enough
I can’t fathom the person they will be liking being me
I can’t fathom there being a trace of myself inside me that I haven’t destroyed yet
I can’t fathom sincerity
Because it isn’t always truthful
Please don’t be my friend
Please don’t say you like me
No one can like me
Because I can’t like myself
Please don’t ever like me
Please don’t ever force me to be someone I don’t like
Please only hate me
Please only ever say you hate me
I can’t connect my thoughts
In my mind
The very depths of it
There is only
Confusion
Questions with no answers
And that is it
I want to cry
But I can’t cry
And I always won’t
Because I can’t
Because I am not
And I never will be
I (?)
The mind that was once full of thoughts
The mind that I think of but I can’t remember
A reflection of the past but no recollection
A blurry image in a muddy river
Perhaps I once was
But that I could not know
Because I am not
But if I was
Who would it be that I’m
If I ate
Who would I be feeding
If I cried
Whose tears would I let out
I’ve always craved for non-existence
In a way, I’ve managed it
In my state of mind I simply am no more
If I ever was, that is
And that I can’t fathom.
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