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I love you. I never stopped loving you once I recognized that I did, even through your shenanigans and games, I always felt and treated you with love. These internet places are filled with toxic trolls and it is not real life. It is a place where people can lie and create a persona to show the world that’s a false one. I’m real. I have no need to play such games. My sincerity and being myself matters more to me than fakely participating in framing what I want others to see in me, playing bullying games, or socializing too much in a world I see as partly false. Most people are not even who they play or say they are. I see you. I see your vulnerabilities and stress in all your actions. I was walking down a road with you that I loved so much and you saw a way to shine and have others look up to you, so you took a different road and left me there walking alone then. I watched you mingle with witches and devils, people who disdain all things good. I had thought you were good but you showed me you rather enjoy being mean and sinister. I still believe in you, telling myself ‘well you got caught up with bad people’. I decided to stop fooling myself and work on using my gifts the Lord has given and shown me, find where I belong, MY VOCATION, do all things good where there is always peace. I may not be so excited in my new world, but the absence of all those shenanigans designed to hurt people makes this road an obvious higher level of living that I want to spend the rest of my days being here, in this world. I see you giving in and up on yourself as if you had a glimpse of heaven but then decided you would give up and destroy yourself, give in to sins and urges you know lead you to hell. I don’t even have any feelings about it actually. Our detaching from each other causes me to see your horrible choices like a story that I’m watching now because I’m no longer IN that story. I’ve taken a higher level road that I feel I belong on. I don’t even feel bad for you. I wonder if it means I no longer love you, but that isn’t true. I do love you. This love from afar obviously isn’t as electrifying. It makes me care less about what happens to us. There was an us despite all your projections and lying to yourself. There no longer is an us. I took care to see there was no longer an us so myself and my family could be safe and erase all bad and evil things from our life. It only holds me back from being able to use my true gifts and finding my vocation. You and the internet trolls also block me from being able to partake in things not good for me anyhow. That has worked to my advantage. You’ve blocked me from the lower level road and existence. But I do still love you. I feel like I’ll always love you. I like my family, my peace, my staying an honest member of my church more. Your love is not worth giving up these things that I love so much. It’s toxic, back and forth, and hurtful. I don’t even need to apologize and say I’m sorry. You chose and did it all yourself. It was unfortunate, because I did love you. You keep telling yourself there’s no way I could actually love you but I do. Just not enough to destroy my dreams. That’s what being around you does to me and that is your fault and your choices. Take care you. Be kind to yourself. I love you.
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