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Advice please?!
Lots of feelings here ig. Im going to start with my crush. He’s cute, taller than me and that’s good bc I’m short. He has cute dimples and a really cute smile. We snap and text but whenever we text I always text him first and I don’t think he likes me. No one has ever had a crush on me even though I’m cute, smart, funny and weird but weird in a good way. I have really pretty eyes and a nice smile so I don’t know why he doesn’t like me. He has liked 3 of my friends and that makes me feel like I’m not good enough or than I’m not pretty enough. I think he might not like me because of my braces even though I get them off soon and my smile is really nice. Sometimes I get acne but it’s starting to clear and I feel like that’s why he doesn’t like me.
Friends
I love my friends. I’ll start with that. They are really nice and I’m so grateful I have a great batch of friends. But I feel like I’m always the one who’s left on the side. I have a large friendship group of 11 people including me and there’s little friendship groups in that one. There’s me and 4 other friends who are my best friends, then there’s 2 other people and another friend group of 4 people. I have 7 friends in my class including me and since it’s an uneven number I’m always the one left out. Even some of my friends noticed this and it really annoys and hurts me. I have also been struggling mentally for a bit and I am down some times. One of my best friends checks up on me from time to time. One time when she was checking up on me she asked if I have ever considered su!c!de. And no I haven’t. But who asks that. I know she means well but what?!. I just feel like I’m always the one left out. Also that same person and some else don’t believe in me. At least it feels that way. When I told them i wanted to read 24 books this year they just laughed in my face. Lots of things make me feel left out from my friends and it makes me annoyed and upset.
Other
I don’t really know what to write here. I just feel like that sometimes no one understands me, Yk?. Sometimes my brain isn’t okay and I don’t know how to fix it. I’m really happy and I have a great life and amazing people in it. But sometimes I just want every one to understand how I feel sometimes. Also I feel like I’m not good enough. I feel fat and ugly and stupid when I can’t answer a maths question. I feel ugly and fat ( Ik that I already said that ) and lots of other things.
Anyway, any advice?? Thanks for reading
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I'm sure you're very young, and stuff like this can feel like the end of the world (your crush not liking you). We are all weird and have no idea whats going on at that age.
I'd recommend finding friends that accept you for who you are and you genuinely like being around. Friends that you can see sharing the rest of your life with. You probably will move on from most of them but if you're lucky a few might stick around.
As for the crush, if you want to know just ask. A lesson I learned way too late is to share your feelings and emotions freely. If people judge you they are crappie people.
ReplyThank you, this is very helpful. I think I’ll stick my my friends and maybe tell my crush I like him but idk. Thanks tho :)
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