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I believe that my purpose in life is to die. I think me being born into life was a mistake and I just cause misery and pain to everyone around me. It is very unfair to all my family and friends to continue and do this to them. If this question was asked to me when I was ten I would tell you mt purpose in life is to be happy. I am now 14 and, man, have things changed in the past 4 almost 5 years of my life. I am struggling so much to not just go to my parents and tell them to check me into another hospital because I feel like a risk to myself. I am afraid to say this to them though because if I do I will be failing them. I would love to just die but I would feel guilty having my parents or siblings finding me. That is why I harm. I do it to keep myself going and not give up on life. I don't know if it is really working though. I am always tired and just feel like a waste of space, air, and energy. I am a bunch of broken pieces that are to shattered to be put back together.
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You are no different than anyone else. Everyone will die one day, and you should wait for the day you are meant to die. I am damaged goods and not thinking about killing myself so why are you?
ReplyWhy am I thinking of killing myself and you are not? well maybe because we are two separate people living completely different live and even though I think you were trying to make me feel better about myself the way I read your comment came off as kind of judgmental. Everyone lives a life of their own and why they think or act on certain things. so just because we are both "damaged goods" doesn't mean we are both going through the same thing and does not mean we will think exactly the same. This was just a tiny bit of what has been bothering me. If somebody knew everything that has happened to me and around me they would break down in tears. Even though this is anonymous I still feel like everyone knows it is me. I just started this and am still working on opening up. Maybe if you stick around long enough you will know why I think how I think and why I am the way I am.
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