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My parents have been lying to me. I found out i was getting tested for it maybe about 4 years ago because they told everyone in my family but me. I found out through my sister and cousin. They took me to get tested but lied about the test about 4 months ago. AND FUCKING YESTERDAY I FOUND OUT I HAD IT WHEN I WENT BACK TO THE TESTING PLACE. I broke down and started crying and the psychologist asked me if i had questions for my parents and i said “whyd u lie to me this whole time” because i remember i told them about me getting tested and they played dumb (it was maybe about a year ago). And my mom said “we didnt lie” and my dad agreed with her. When we were leaving my parents had to drop something off at my sisters school and NO JOKE THIS IS WHAT MY MOM SAID “its ok you’re sisters friend has it and the girl who used to babysit u when u were 7, her 45 year old brother has it.” Like okay? Ur not helping. I was still crying and my dad said “we arent going to lash out on you as much as we used to because now we know whats wrong.” They sent me back to school right after all of that and i walked into my 5th hour and my eyes were so damn red😭. Nobody really noticed but my eyes still kinda hurt because of how much i cried yesterday.
I told my friends at lunch what happened and they said that my parents are bad parents for that. Right before i went to sleep i made it obvious that I didn’t wanna talk about it and my mom comes in and says “ ik today was stressful. But dont get mad about this.” She put her hand on my back and i flinched and she said “Ummm why aew u doing that.” Like did u not even listen to what the psychologist said about personal space???? And you act like you were going to try better but ur fucking not. I feel bad, i complain so much about my parents and i try to be around them but they have done more than js this and it hurts me so much. I wish there was a cure for this i hate this so much. I hate not being able to relate to anyone, i hate always having to hear dumb jokes about it, and i hate how everyone thinks autism=retard or how people think its js cute and quirky. I dont hate autistic people, i js hate having it.
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I am sorry that this happened to you. There is a lot of bad parenting going on.
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ReplyI feel this. my parents are both neurodivergent, and I have ADHD and suspected autism, and they are all "we love and support you" until I show symptoms that they don't like
ReplyOmg im sorry about that my sister has adhd (well she wasn’t tested but her therapist said she definitely had it) and every time she stresses or shows symptoms my parents get mad or js shrug it off. But luckily there is websites like these to vent tho but again im sorry
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