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Trying to get through this crippling depression has been the hardest thing I will ever do. Now sitting outside my hostel while a guy is playing guitar nearby, I keep thinking how did this reach this point. Cool wind is blowing and I just called my brother who is the only person I have I call or rely on. Ever since our mom left us and our father started thinking of finding someone new not giving a fuck about us, calling occasionally just to get the satisfaction that he is there for us. I called my brother and he lives with this girlfriend now. She was talking loudly in the background with someone. I just wanted a few minutes to tell him how horrible everything is here in college and how I am minutes away from Killin myself. I don't know why I couldn't talk because she was talking so loudly in the background. I told him can he spare me two minutes alone and he said no. It wasn't about her, it was the fact that he is all I have and now he has someone who will always be there for him while I will continue to suffer without any support. She is amazing and I love how she loves my brother and he should be happy and move on from the trauma. It's just that I have nobody now and I am alone struggling while the world moves on. How will I ever function alone and now the thought of not having one person in my corner is eating me alive.
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Are you f@cking serious?!
SHE REALLY THINKS THAT THIS IS WHAT I NEED RIGHT NOW? Can she for once be on my side? Can she for once have my back? (I bet she can’t) Doesn' she have a heart...
You are worried now but you will meet other people and get on with life as we all do. It is best to not feel sorry for yourself and to keep busy to keep your mind off yourself. All the best.
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